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I have been fighting my depression that has raised its ugly head again. I was diagnosed with Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, Bipolar disorder & major issues with paranoia over 7yrs ago. Normally I am okay, I can go about my day/s with no problems but one little thing can trigger the Depression then goes into a domino effect with the others. Years and years ago I also cut myself. I don't anymore but at times the urge to is so strong that I have to hide my knives or scissors from myself. I barely made it through High School but I talked to my High School Youth Leader and he helped me out alot. My 9th and 10th grade years of HS were the hardest to the point I wanted to end my life but I didn't Im still here fighting and life is still a struggle but I have God, family and friends on my side! My father doesn't know the whole truth of this he only knows some. I am very lucky that I am able to put on a fake smile most days so I don't worry the people I am around everyday! I just request you pray for me please!

For me to write this down and share takes a lot of guts so please don't make fun!